I'm gonna close this blog. I just decided it. I still love to blog and I still want to blog, the last day/week I wanted to blog a lot, but I just didn't have time. I just have been on Facebook all the time lol. And since I'm back in Germany I'm busy with my future = applying for universities I'm like changing my mind a lot && sometimes I kinda don't know what I want to do But yea, I got two invitations to the qualifying exams and I have to focus on them now. Since I haven't studied maths for more than a year, of course my short-term memory doesn't remember anything And I still have this stupid jet lag, so annoying Furthermore, I've been thinking for a long long time to make a real website for me. I mean one that I can use as my portfolio as well. I did so many stuff the past year and I need a real website to show people my web design skills. I just want to become more professional u know. Therefore, I can't and don't want to keep the domain Gentle-Desire. I need something more serious lool But I also decided to make a small blog section on the website, and will blog from time to time I guess. I just keep this blog open for now. I'll take care of that later, but I don't think I will blog anymore...
Yea, now I'm finally going home, too. Tomorrow is my flight, tomorrow by this time I'm gonna sit in the air plane ready to fly back to Germany It feels so weird, now when I'm actually feel like living here I have to go back. And it's gonna be really weird to be back home. And I'm gonna miss my host family sooo sooo much Before I went to L.A. I was so worried that I won't get a long with my host family, but it turned out that there was nothing to worry about. I love my host family and I feel like I'm a fully member of the crazy Assasa family haha. They keep telling me and everyone else that I'm their little sister all the time That's so cute! I'm gonna miss the arabic food mama used to cook, I'm gonna miss baba's jokes no one really understands , I'm gonna miss to watch Galia's dance moves and to hear her lovely voice at karaoke lol, I'm gonna miss Najah's crazy and energetic attacks haha, I'm gonna miss Ezhar's stupid jokes and laughing with him about stupid youtube videos and of course I'm gonna miss Mohammad that little monster who used to bug me, but I'm gonna miss fooling around with him and cooking him noodle soup And last but not least, I'm gonna miss Yoshie the islamic japanese girl, whom I used to go to Yogurtland and the beach with.
Though it's gonna be hard to sat goodbye, I'm looking forward to see my family and friends soon. I wanna hang out with all friends when I'm back. Just hope the jetlag won't be that bad And I'm looking forward to see my mom since I haven't seen her fully 9 months. I started to pack today, but I need to buy a bigger suitcase tomorrow Before that I have to pick up my trays at 9.30 in the morning, print the picture I want to give my host family, and change my coins. I thought my last day won't be that stressful, but I guess it will But at least I bought the last gifts I need today, bought a card and a frame for the picture for my host family, and spent more money on clothes lool.
I had a lot to blog about the last weeks, but there was the graduation, a lot of goodbyes, so I will blog about my last week in L.A. when I'm home.
I enjoy everything thousand times more now since it is the last week...I am graduating this Friday I don't mind finishing school, but that also means that the time in L.A. is over. Well, I'm gonna stay longer, but from the old students, means all my friends who came with me in September, I'm the only one staying, everyone else is gonna leave on Saturday I still have some other friends here, but it won't be the same
I actually had a great day at school. We had a test today, I failed on the vocabs and some questions lol, but the other part was pretty funny. Since we have the topic Psychology, we had to watch the movie "Rope" by Hitchcock. An old black and white movie from the 50s I think and very boring But the main characters base on the real persons Leopold and Loeb, two insane genius who killed a 14 years old boy because they think they are better and kinda are "allowed" to kill someone, who is under their level or standard. They wanted to commit the "perfect crime", but when you read their story on http://crimelibrary.com they were not that intelligent Well, they were very intelligent, but they were too confident that they made mistakes, what helped the polices to find out the truth. Ok anyways, we had to cast the actors and actress. There were 9 roles and one questions was whom we would give the roles if the cast would be all black people. (I don't want any black people feel offended, our teacher is black so I guess that's why he ask us that) Haha, but so funny, after the test we went through all tests and vote for the best cast. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my cam so Carita took a picture from the board, but I don't have it yet. But we had a great time, we were laughing so hard. And another question was to cast the teachers at school for the roles. That was funny, too Especially, the question who is gonna be the victim David who's gonna get killed in the first minutes of the movie lol.
After school, I went with Carita to the Open Air Market. It's like a big market with a lot of cheap stuff. It's kinda like a yard sale, but bigger, not privat and it has new stuff I dunno how to explain it. Well here, I found a video on their website haha:
I spent 85 dollars, but I got a lot:
I bought 4 pursed and a new wallet. I really really love my pink wallet, but it doesn't have something where I can put my coins in, so it's really annoying
I would like to keep those for me, but they are gifts... I want them, too
Tights and new pants
Two new dresses. Maybe I'm gonna wear the left one for graduation. But I'm not sure, maybe I'm gonna wear my other black dress that I brought from Germany The theme is gonna be "Hollywood/Red Carpet". Funny, cuz my graduation from High School was also Red Carpet.
And some jewelry. But I'm gonna give away some of them, too.
I actually already have some presents, but I need two more. I know that my friends want a top more than anything else lol. And I need a B-Day gift for my bro, but I already know what I'm gonna buy him. I already bought him a lot anyways. And maybe I'm gonna buy my mom something. I know she doesn't want me to buy her more stuff, but I want to buy her something special...I just dunno what yet But that's all, only those gifts and I won't buy anything more. Nothing for me, I already have so many stuff I'm not sure if I can take everything with me... But I'm gonna freak out if I have to decide what I can take with me and what not. I want to take everything with me!!
I'm like changing my mind a lot && sometimes I kinda don't know what I want to do 
But yea, I got two invitations to the qualifying exams and I have to focus on them now. Since I haven't studied maths for more than a year, of course my short-term memory doesn't remember anything 
And I still have this stupid jet lag, so annoying
But I also decided to make a small blog section on the website, and will blog from time to time I guess.
It feels so weird, now when I'm actually feel like living here I have to go back. And it's gonna be really weird to be back home. And I'm gonna miss my host family sooo sooo much 
Before I went to L.A. I was so worried that I won't get a long with my host family, but it turned out that there was nothing to worry about. I love my host family and I feel like I'm a fully member of the crazy Assasa family haha. They keep telling me and everyone else that I'm their little sister all the time 
That's so cute! 
And last but not least, I'm gonna miss Yoshie the islamic japanese girl, whom I used to go to Yogurtland and the beach with. 
Before that I have to pick up my trays at 9.30 in the morning, print the picture I want to give my host family, and change my coins. I thought my last day won't be that stressful, but I guess it will 
But at least I bought the last gifts I need today, bought a card and a frame for the picture for my host family, and spent more money on clothes lool.
But I'm gonna freak out if I have to decide what I can take with me and what not. I want to take everything with me!! 
